Trusting Him

I trust Him - my God, my friend, my Lord, my savior who is might to save. I trust Him. I have absolutely no understanding as to what's He's doing in my life. And I'm not gonna lie, I'm not a fan of not seeing any of what He's doing. But I will still trust Him. My heart is in Africa, yet He has provided a job here and called me here (at least for now). I have very few friends here, a church I'm not connected to, and not even one guy that is a possibility to marry (yes I realize that sounds corny, but let's be real, I'm a girl and want to get married some day). So what's the deal? Why here? Why that church? Why so alone? What's He doing? I don't have the slightest clue! I know I'm supposed to be here - I can't honestly say I want to be and I have no clue why I'm stuck here. I feel like there is so much more I can do elsewhere. But I guess that's just me doubting God which isn't at all what I want to do. If He could save me from the darkest pits that He carried me out of, I'm sure He could create a better plan for my life than I could. It gets hard to trust though, when you still continue to see no reason why. But I will trust Him with my life and with my brokeness....