Never Alone

While the depression is still tons better than it has been in the past, praise God, some days are still hard. It's hard to be lonely. It's not a great feeling, and I feel like a loser. I'm 22 years old and didn't have a single friend to spend new year's eve with. It's hard to know deep down that I really don't have anyone I would call a close friend. No one would give me a ride to my scope this morning. No one includes me in any plans that are made. Life is just very lonely right now. I know it's okay, but it's still hard. I have faith that God will fulfill the desires of my heart and even more so. The waiting is hard though. It's hard to watch so many people get married, it's hard to watch close groups of friends, and not long for those things and not wonder why I can't have them now. It's just hard to feel so alone in this world. But I know I'm not alone. I know God is always with me and He is all I need right now. I pray that He would just comfort me in this time and bring me peace in the waiting. Peace knowing I can rest in Him and that's enough. I also pray that He will continue to prepare my heart for whatever future friendships and relationships He has in my future. It's very lonely now, but I know He is here, I know He is faithful, and I know He is good!
~Jenna